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Saturday, September 27, 2008 @ 7:20:00 PM


(i once believed that love exist , but not anymore.)

EARTHLINGS & ALIENS! :D
i think that i would blog onces a week or twice.
as i wasn't able to use comp during the weekdays.

today had tuition in the morning.
luckily i did my homework , i wasn't scolded today! hahaas.
todays lesson mostly on maths , as he said that my maths is weak & i think so too.
tuition ended at 12 , rest for awhile , & then i had lunch.

after that quarrel with mum just because , i don't want to vacuum the floor.
but in the end i did. i really hate to vacuum the floor & i don't know why.
then say what don't ask her for permission to play laptop.
in the end , she said want play go play , wtfuck! lame sial she.
& i think that everybody in the house is getting on my nerves today!
i so fucked up! ask me do this , ask me do that , you all think i'm your maid or what.
if you want the thing get it yourself lahs , stop asking me to take for you!
I'M NOT YOUR MAID/SERVANT!
SO STOP ASKING ME TO GET THE THINGS YOU WANT!
IF YOU WANT IT GET IT YOURSELF!

alright , i shall not elaborate more.

so ya , after that , went to get the laptop setup.
log in the MSN -> FRIENDSTER -> PHOTOSHOP -> BLOGGER -> YOUTUBE.
went to youtube & find videos that teach people how to use photoshop.
cause i'm not really that familiar to the software in photoshop.
took sometime to absorb the tricks & stuff , will continue to find more tomorrow i think.

EOY exmas are just next week! OMGOSH! stresssss!
hope that i could pass my EOY & promote to sec 4.
& i also hope that my friends will pass will flying colours toooooo!

Thursday , September 25 , 2008
i could only remembered that we have our project presentation after school.
it was about a group of girls crazy about this shoes sale. hahaas.
was damn funny & paisei also as there other teacher look at us while we were doing the skeet. (:
& after that went home with sharmaine & wenjun.
reached home had lunch , bath & then do tuition homework :D
finally i do my tuition homeworks , hahahas! (:

Tuesday , September 23 , 2008
tuesday after school went to qiuyan's(steadstead) house to do our project ,
with jovin , louise , yiping , rayson & of cos qiuyan.
but before going to qiuyan's house , when to look for MrGoh to do project briefing for the project.
right after the briefing went to subway to have our lunch ( yummyyyyyyx),
then to EastPoint to buy the material that we needed & headed to quiyan house.
soon after we reached , we start to plan on how we should make our poster more attractive ect.
while doing that , we crap alot & it was fun , time does fly fast went we were doing project :D
before we could finish the work , i've to go home already ,
as i promised mum that i would reach home at 7plus , but i reached home at 8.
woah it the first time in this year i reached home so late.
hahaas , & i wasn't scolded for that , as i've already informed her :D

thats all for today's updated! Takecare ; Byebye! :D


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Saturday, September 20, 2008 @ 3:20:00 PM


(you got me hypnotized , so mesmerized.)

BOOOOOO YAH! :D
sorry for not blogging for like one week.
& i've got to say that i'm damn lazy.
i'm blogging now for the sake of not letting my blog rot. Laughs!

school was alright this week. exams are comingggggg~
its gonna start on the 29th septmeber , if i didn't remember wrongly.
so yah , mum keep asking me to study study STUDY!
& i hate it when they ask me to study or do something when i don't feel like do it.

last night , message tuitor saying that i'm not free today.
cause i don't feel like having tuition & somemore i didn't do his work Again!
its like standard one lahs , never do his work.
i told my parents that my tuitor wasn't free today & they believed!
ahahas , i know i very bad lahs , bluff my parents.
but i just don't feel like having tuition today. so i've got to say that i'm SORRY! xD

so as usual i'm stark at home all day.
i'm Bored to death. Blog & Friendster is like so bored.
& i've got nothing to do , but luckily someone entertain me (Sharon Precious!).
thanks alot girl , for entertaining me when i bored. :D

thats all for now people , TAKECARE & BYEBYE ! (:


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Saturday, September 13, 2008 @ 8:45:00 PM

Its Easy To Love Someone ,
But It Difficult Letting Him Go.

Hey People Out There !(:
didn't blog yesterday , as i don't feel like blogging. so today i gonna update (:

morning woke up at 8plus , the first thing i thought when i wake up ,
was that i haven't finish my tuition homework.
& i'm sure gonna get scolded! thats the first thing on my mind.
then went to bathroom wash up & went back to my room to finish my homework.
but unfortunately , i didn't manage to finish it in time.

soon after at 10 , tuitor came. & once again got scolded but him!
Argg. nevermind then lesson for today are mainly on maths & chemistry.
as he said that this two are my weaker ones. so yah.
tuition ends at 12 , got homework again!

haish , my homework is accumulating & accumulating.

"when will i just start doing all my homework & start doing my revision?
can't i just be more hardworking for this 2 weeks?" asking myself.
clean up my room , as its in a mess after tuition.
cause have to bring out lots of things. LOLS.

went to watch tv , then after that asked dad for permission for comp.
& yes , he allowed (: Laugh Out Loud.

i did some changes to my blog yesterday. the headings , background , title ect.

now my blog look kinda plain without the background , don't you think so? Laughs!
& today , i changed the songs on my blog & friendster too :D
spent my whole day at home sitting infront of the comp ,
replying comments , viewings ppl's profile , blogs , editing photos , ect.
& i was kinda bored so i went to do a survey , on the pervious post. (:

okays i think that all for today. Takecare ; Byebye :D


After Losing You , I Regret For Not Treasuring You.
If Only Time Could Turn Back. I Wouldn't Make The Same Mistake Again.

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@ 8:35:00 PM

1. What was the first thing you thought about when you woke up?
Finish my tuition homework.

2. What did you do last night?
Sleep.

3. What is the most important part of your life?
Friends , Family & Someone (:


4. What would you rather be doing right now?
Don't Know.


5. What did you last cry over?
Idk.

6. What always makes you feel better when you’re upset?
Don't Know.

8. What’s the most important thing you look for in a significant other?
Faithful, Honest.

9. What are you worried about?
Don't Know.


10. What are you looking forward to most in this week?
Idk.

NINE HAVE YOU’S:

1. Have you ever liked someone while you had a girlfriend/boyfriend?
No never.

2. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Yeah.

4. Have you ever been out of the country?
Yes.

5. Have you ever done something outrageously dumb?
Ya , i think so.

6. Have you ever been back stabbed by a friend?
Yes.

7. Have you ever had the cops called on you?
No. (:

8. Have you ever dated someone younger than you?
Nopes.

9. Have you ever read an entire book in one day?
No.

EIGHT WHO’S:

1. Who was the last person you saw?
My Grandmother.

2. Who was the last person you kissed?
Idk.

3. Who was the last person you texted?
Sharmaine.

4. Who was the last person to call you?
Sharmaine.

5. Who was your first crush?
Someone.

6. Who is the last person who texted you?
Sharmaine.

7.Who is the last person you freaked out on?
Idk.

8. Who did you last hug?
Idk.

SEVEN WHEN’S:

1.When was your last shower?
Hours ago.

2. When did you last see your mom?
Hours ago.

3. When was your last time u saw your dad?
Hours ago.

4. When did you last dress up?
Idk.

5. When was the last time you cried?
Forgot.

6. When did you last go to the movies and with who?
Forgot.

7. When did you last listen to music?
Just now.

SIX WHERE’S:

1. Where does your best friend live?
I have many bestfriends.

2. Where did you last go?
Tmart?

3. Where did you last hang out?
Tmart.

4. Where do you go to school?
Springfield sec.

5. Where is your favorite place to be?
Beach :D

6. Where did you sleep last night?
My bed.

FIVE DO’S/DOES:

1. Do you like someone right now?

Don't Know ;D.

2. Do they like you too?
How would i know?

3. Do you ever wish you were someone else?
Sometimes.

4. Do you know the muffin man?
No.

5. Does the future scare you?
Not really.

FOUR WHY’S:

1. Why are you best friends with your best friend?
Idk.

2. Why did you get a myspace?
I don't have one.

3. Why did your parents give you the name you have?
Ask my parents?

4. Why are you doing this survey?
Cause i'm bored.

THREE IF’S:

1. If you could have one superpower, what would it be?
Make forever come true.

2. If you could go back in time and change one thing, would you?
Yes , i think.

3. If you were stranded on a deserted island and could bring one thing what would it be?
Someone so that he/she can accompany me. (:


TWO WOULD-YOU-EVER’S:

1. Would you ever get back together with any of your ex’s if they asked you?
No.

2. Would you ever shave your head to save someone you love?
Maybe. LOLS!

ONE LAST QUESTION:
1. Are you happy with your life right now?
Okays lahs.

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Friday, September 12, 2008 @ 9:16:00 PM

I Wanted You - Ina
Lately I've been thinking about what I can do
I've been stressing to fall back in love with you
I'm so sorry that I couldn't follow through
But I can't go on this way. I've got to stop it babe
You've been wonderful in all that you can be
But it hurts when you say that you understand me
So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry, I, I

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

I've been pushing hard to open up the door
Trying to take us back to where we were before
But I'm done. I just can't do this anymore
'Cuz we can't be mended, so let's stop pretending now
We've been walking around in circles for some time
And I think we should head for the finish line
So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry, I, I

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

I, I.. I'm so sorry baby
But I, I.. I gotta pack up and leave
But I, I'll always remember how we came close
..to being how I wanted to be
I wanted you baby
I wanted you

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

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Thursday, September 11, 2008 @ 4:09:00 PM

Please Stay My Love , Don't Go.


HEY DUMBOS! xD
as usual woke up in the morning -> bath -> packed -> out to school.
reached school late today , cause usually reach school at around 6plus.

but today reached school at 7.20 like that , first time in this term.
had spot check today , luckily miss tan never catch.
as my fringe is touching my eyes already.
i'm planning to cut my fringe as its irritates me ALOTTT.
cause it keep poking my eyes. & i HATEEEEEEEEEEEEEE it !!
i also don't know why. Laughs!
  • Maths : copied notes for today only.
  • Chemistry (2 period) : went to lab , copied notes again , did experiments too.
  • Physics (2 period) : study enery & did some work sheets & notes again.
  • RECESSSSS! :D!
  • Social Studies : watched video clip & had homework (monday hand in)
  • Mother Tongue (2 period) : work sheets & ke wen.
  • English : talked about how to behave for tomorrow as , VP coming to our class.

after school meet Sharmaine as usual went back home together.(:
alighted at tmart , cause sharmaine say she will pei me walk home , hahaaas! :D
reached home -> had lunch -> on computer -> log in Msn -> LJ -> Blog -> Friendster.
thats all for today i think , takecare people ; Byebye! :D

fuckshit , i hate this feeling , can't this feeling just go away!


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Wednesday, September 10, 2008 @ 12:01:00 PM

Can Anyone Tell Me ; Where's My Love (?)




HELLOS PEOPLE.
didn't attend school today cause i'm sick , having fever & headache.

woke up late this morning(6.10am) , as i was to tried.
i was called up by my brother , when he said that the time is already 6.10.
when i was about to bath , mum asked me if i'm still having fever.
& i said yes , she asked if i want to stay home to rest & of cause i say Yes.

cause i've had a terrible day yesterday in school due to my head aching.
so today i wanna stay at home and rest.

didn't go see doctor , as i didn't want to. took panadole(don't know how to spell (x ).
& went back to sleep. after awhile father came in & asked for form teachers number.
& i gave it to him , then back to sleep again. -___-'''

woke up at around 8plus , wash up. & waited for my grandmother to buy food back to eat.
as there's nothing in the house for me to eat.
grrr.. i don't know why is my tummy aching tooo. wtfuck. just now head now tummy.
bye , nothing much already(:



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Sunday, September 07, 2008 @ 5:07:00 PM

Could You Please Return It To Me (?)



DEAR READERS ![:
sorry for not blogging this few day. due to my lazy-ness.
School Gonna Start Tomorrow ![:

morning woke up at 9 plus , wash up & out for breakfast.
went to 800 plus , ate handmade noodle. (MeeHuanKuai , i think like that spell.)
after that walked around & i bought a shirt for $15 , mum paid for it ;D thanks Mum![:

wait for grandmother to finish buying her things , head-ed home after that ,
as mum say she wants to go(i don't know where) ,
to sign up courses for driving & accounting.
she said many time that she want to pass her diving test ,
now then she go sign course.
Laugh Out Loud.

reached home , packed my wardrobe & went to bath.

asked my father for permission to play computer & he allowed(:

online first thing , sister asked me if someone got online anot.
hahaas helped her ask thing & chat with her , Cheer Up Girl(:
sister , remember what you promise me hors & you must stay strong![:
then log in to friendster -> blog -> imeem. yarhs i think that all for today.
one more thing , i wouldn't be online that often , as EOY is just round the corner.


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Wednesday, September 03, 2008 @ 6:15:00 PM

I'm Missing You Right Now (?)

HEY ALIENSSSSS! :D
it raining outside now & i'm feeling cool.
i've got nothing much to blog today i think.

got scolded early in the morning today ,
just because i didn't ask my Dad permission to play comp.
Must Be My Grandfather! everyday complain camplain.
always get me into trouble! I HATE HIM LAHS! all he cares about is my brother.
what my brother do he don't scold , what i do always scold me.
Fine Lahs. want scold then scold lahs. fuckshit!
okays , enough of complianing already lahs Jacqueline Ho!

as usual woke up in the morning , wash up , had breakfast & then watch tv.
watch 籃球火 Hot Shot the show is damn funny & cute lahs. Laugh Out Loud!.
but too bad only can see until epsoide 5 only. haish.:B
oh well nevermind , waiting for the next epsoide to come out.

after that went to do my tuition homework. Boringggg~
i still haven't finish it sial , sure get scolded by tuitor dhe lors.
he wants me to finish all sial , how can(?) so many work.
some it like last Saturday give dhe work , until now haven't do finish.
Laugh Out Loud. -____-'''
i know that i'm very lazy lahs. but i don't feel like doing it.
i'll try to finish it tomorrow bahs :3

at around 3 plus , elaine come my house.
took her new handphone to see. it nice lahs. hahaaas.
send-ed some songs over & the themes that she help me to do. ThankYou![:
chat-ed till 4 plus & she went home after that.

after that , fold-ed the clothing. then ask Dad for permission to play comp[:
log in to Msn -> Friendster -> Blog -> Imeem. Laughs.

thats all for today. Takecare ; Byebye! :D
No Matter What I'll Wait For You.
Will You Be Mine (?)
iloveyou.ineedyou.imissyou.

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Tuesday, September 02, 2008 @ 10:15:00 AM

/If Only Time Could Turn Back (?)

HELLOS PEOPLEEEEEEEEEEE ! :D
i'm still sick lahs , having flu till now still haven't recover.
haish , i also don't know why. so damn xin ku lahs , nose block.

school holidays started yesterday. woohooooo~
Laught Out Loud. -___-''''
but i'm stark at home whole day can't go out.
i'm so gonna rot at home lahs , all i do whole day is eat , sleep , watch tv & play comp.
Boringgggggggggggg~.

woke up at 7 plus today , cause of my stupid brother.
as he needs to go back to school for lesson at 7am.
stupid lahs , he wake up jiu wake up lahs , no need make so much noise dhe lors.
hai wo wake up so early , if not i would be still sleeping.

wake up early nevermind ,
my grandparents didn't even leave me any food to eat.
Wtfuck , forget it lahs , always like that. all they care about is my brother what!.
blahblahblah~ stop complaining lahs Jacqueline!

enough of that , i not in the mood to blog anymore.
that all aliens , Takecare ; Byebye![:
i seriously do have feelings for you ,
just that i don't know how to express my love to you.
but now that you've someone by your side already.
i wish that you will last long with her.
i'm missing you right now, i regreted for not treasuring you.

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@ 9:57:00 AM

It's funny how you think you really know yourself
Like you would never lose yourself to someone else
And I was up to thinking it was all about you and me
Silly silly me
I should have never listened to a word you said
But I was always giving in to promises
I never should have gone for
I should never long for you no matter how hard it gets
And I want this to be over
I so want this to be through
In the end somehow it always comes back to you

Cause everywhere I go
No matter what I do boy
I just can't get you out of my head
So it annoys me
(You wasn't man enough)
To come and tell me
(That I was never the one)
Like you said I was
(You could have told someone)
You knew you didn't love me anymore

If you had only told me how you really felt
I could have put my feelings into someone else
But I was busy thinkin' I was where I was supposed to be
Silly silly me
But there was something 'bout you that I couldn't resist
Can't put my finger on it but whatever it is
I never should have stood for it
I know you're no good for me
And that's the way it is

And I want it to be over
I so want it to be through
In the end somehow it always comes back to you

Cause everywhere I go
No matter what I do boy
I just can't get you out of my head
So it annoys me
(You wasn't man enough)
To come and tell me
(That I was never the one)
Like you said I was
(You could have told someone)
You knew you didn't love me anymore

I tell myself
Get over you
It's over right
Right thing to do
And just when I thought I was done
You pull me in for another run
I can't take this
I won't take this
I can't do this
I Won't do it
Even if I know in the end somehow it always comes back to you

Cause everywhere I go
No matter what I do boy
I just can't get you out of my head
So it annoys me
(You wasn't man enough)
To come and tell me
(That I was never the one)
Like you said I was
(You could have told someone)
You knew you didn't love me anymore

Cause everywhere I go
No matter what I do boy
I just can't get you out of my head
So it annoys me
(You wasn't man enough)
To come and tell me
(That I was never the one)
Like you said I was
(You could have told someone)
You knew you didn't love me anymore

Cause everywhere I go
No matter what I do boy
I just can't get you out of my head
So it annoys me
(You wasn't man enough)
To come and tell me
(That I was never the one)
Like you said I was
(You could have told someone)
You knew you didn't love me anymore

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